| Friday, April 06, 2007 |
 im sorry for being so sensitive.. im sorry for causin so much hurt.. im sorry for causing unhappiness.. im sorry for the insensitiveness i had towards you.. i just felt faded love filling the air.. i guess it was attention that i wanted.. the attention you always gave to me.. but has faded since you were busy.. i understood that you were.. but my heart miss you.. im in no position to ask or say anythin.. but i jus wish for ur happiness today.. thats all i ask for.. if all was to be put aside.. and you were to step into my shoe.. and feel what i feel and how i feel these few days.. i think you'd have the heart to understand.. i never wanted all this to happen.. i jus need you around when your not.. i miss you when your away.. i yearn for your messages.. i yearn for you all the time.. i yearn for all the things i haven got lately and it has all turn into a thought that love is fading.. i din choose this baby.. i wan empahsis on this.. i understand ur busy ur tired.. but love is not as easy as said.. i said i understand but e next min i feel all alone.. i write for you to read.. hoping you understand the exact way i feel.. and though its not the 1001 reasons u ask for.. i hope this will make u realise.. why i feel that way.. i wish i could turn back time.. but i cant.. and all i can do now is wait for the happiness of yours to come by.. im sorry baby.. really do.. im sorry for hurting you.. and making you say things that you never wanted say to me.. though it hurts i deserve it.. i can live with the hurt but cant live knowing i took ur smile away.. please let me put it back on for you baby.. im sorry.. i love you.. i hope you take a moment to understand what i said and why it all happen.. cos ur the only one who ever understood me before.. i hope you do so now when i really need you too baby.. i cant seem to find enough words to explain myself.. im sorry... enjoy ur day and i would like a 12th for u..even though its not wit me... i wan a 12th on ur side.. i dun mind bein stuck at 11th.. i wan urs to move on.. if i cant make it up to you by today.. i hope you have a 12th with your family.. i wan u not to break e chain... i've run out of words.. i can no longer explain to u how i felt and how sorry i am... love you.. |
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